Saturday, March 28, 2009

The pineapple that made me cry...

What is going on today. In my 7 months of pregnancy I haven't felt like this AT ALL. It all started this morning when I dropped a piece of pineapple and it slid under the desk. Overwhelmed by the knowledge that I wasn't going to be able to reach it without getting on all fours and crawling under the desk, my eyes filled up with tears. Literally. This feeling has continued on throughout the day...lots of sighing out loud and water filled eyes when I look out my window to see misters nursery. Even as I type this I might be fighting them back a little. So, I have to ask myself...is something really wrong? Am I really sad? No, Im not...but the feeling IS real. I really do FEEL sad. They are an anomaly...these hormones and the feelings that they bring.
Im well, and mister is well and kicking as I type...boyfriend is sweet. What more could I ask for. Nothing.

9 comments:

Amy said...

its because your sister has been away...

i will be home tomorrow.

love you so much.

Rita said...

ohhh...yes I know this feeling. Sometimes it still happens to me and I'm not preggers! But I'm rolling at that picture of the pineapple!

And oh how I love that vintage baby scale! You are the best and finding great things...

Erin said...

Bless your heart. Remember, I read that your hormones increase 200% during pregnancy...

sarah marie. said...

oh ann. i'm sorry you're sad but i have to say i'm laughing right now because you really are so cute. you're just overwhelmed for good reason. but it really is all going to come together in time. i promise.

patrice stanford said...

Hang in there. You are gonna be a fantastic mother and friend to little mister. Hey...mister is making you "mist"!!!

Ana said...

your post gave me a pineapple craving.

Carolyne said...

Isn't it such an awful feeling? I felt like that during my pregnancy a lot. It's weird...you just feel so sad, and not really about anything specific.

It goes away, I swear. :) My baby's 1 year in a couple of weeks, and I feel so happy--never sad!

Mary said...

everything will be fine my love...but sometimes it's not easy!

Christmas Queen said...

Dear Ann I want more pictures of that little tummy. Love