Sunday, July 29, 2007

Im back baybee!!!




Just kidding, I'm not but I thought I would blog while I was by a computer that isn't a Mac and I somewhat know how to use. Is the photo of Jr. in the hospital the saddest thing you have ever seen? Seriously, I don't know how people do it...have and raise children. I think the fact that I have a twin sister that I am so close to ...I HAVE SEEN TOO MUCH. My heart breaks too easy I think. Not that other peoples don't but I don't think I am capable of seeing a child suffer emotionally or physically. Having a family is my goal...its just the getting myself to actually do it that is going to be the hard part. I see Pookie and Jr. and I love them so much, I just don't know what I would do if anything ever happened to them, children of my own would be even more to freak out over. I hope that doesn't sound bad because I don't mean it that way at all. Anyway, the other photo is Adam, Granny and I at Seaport Village in San Diego a few weeks ago for my brother Walkers graduation, he got his masters and I'm very proud of him.

9 comments:

Amy said...

my heart sunk into my stomach when i opened the page and saw that top picture... still not ready to go there again i guess.

and trust me all of the worry doesnt compare to the love and joy children bring, that i promise you. and with how much you love pookie and junior i cant imagine all the love you have to give your own... the time will come, i am sure of it

love you.

The Christian's said...

That picture is a sad one...I just can't imagine that! That must have been so hard on you all. I am glad that everyone is home and doing better!

Jewels said...

I have no doubt in my mind that you will be the best mom. My sister lost her first son years ago (he was only 7 months old) and I had the hardest time. My sister was so strong through the whole thing and I still don't know how she did it. Your sister reminds me of her - she seems like such a great Mother and her daughters are so lucky to have her! Not to mention they have the best Aunt in the world.

sarah marie said...

wow walker. maybe i should marry him. jk. and it doesn't sound bad ann..i know how you worry. you just have to remember it's in the lords hands.

irene said...

the first picture gave me goosepumps....sorry that you girls had to go through something like that...but it's all over now!, and I bet that that experience just made you stronger...

Kell & Nick said...

hi Ann.....I miss your posts!!

meggan said...

I miss your blog...get internet access already!

Amy D. said...

I'm back baybee my booty...where have you been? Still no internet access? What do you live at Nordy's or something :) Miss you and that picture makes me want to cry. I second Amy...all the worry and sadness are WAY outweighed by the joy. You will see....

Heather-Rita said...

Oh how I wish you really were back baybee...